Post by Sky on Jun 26, 2006 5:21:38 GMT -5
A/N: This is an in-progress fic about Riannon, Sky's mother. It takes place when she is sixteen and on the verge of falling in love
My future looms before me only sixty feet away and because of it, in mere minutes my life will change forever. I will change forever.
The music is playing now. That is my cue; I must go. Dear god . . . may the heavens help me.
"Didn't I tell you he was handsome, Sophie?" Riannon giggled behind her fan as she peered around the corner into the spacious study where her brother's new tutor was leaning against the mahogany desk, his back turned to the door.
"Well, yes, but -" her friend began skeptically as she tilted her head to observe the man in question - a man who clearly was not aware that he was the topic of discussion for two sixteen year old future duchesses.
"But what?" Riannon interjected in a harsh whisper, already feeling her temper beginning to flare up. "Is there something morbidly wrong with him that I don't see?"
"Oh, stop being so dramatic," Sophie sniffed delicately as she lightly patted her golden curls. "He is very handsome, at least from what I can see of him. It's just that he is . . . a tutor. That means, he is below us, Ria. You know that. So why bother with him," at this, Sophie wrinkled her nose as though she had smelled a foul odor, "when we could have any gentlemen we wanted fawn over us at the snap of a finger?"
Riannon sighed as she cast her gaze downward at her voluminous, well tailored white summer dress and lace gloved hands. Sophie was right. They were nobles and as such, they were expected to fraternize with other nobles and only other nobles. People like tutors had no place in her world, so far down on the social ladder were they. And yet, something about this particular one intrigued her and made her inexplicably drawn to her. It was almost as though there was some imaginary string tied around her wrist that connected her to him. Indeed, in the three days since he had arrived at Hawthorne, her family's residence, she could not for the life of her stop thinking about him though she had not spoken to him even once. But she, via eavesdropping on her brother's lessons, had heard him speak. And what a marvelous, deep, rolling voice he had. When he spoke, shivers would run up and down her spine and her heart would race and all she would want to do would be to close her eyes and revel in that glorious sound-
"Riannon!"
Riannon groaned inwardly as she was pulled out of her daydream by Sophie's overly sugar-coated chirp. Make no mistake, she loved Sophie dearly, they were lifelong friends, having known each other practically since birth, but as of late, her once vivacious, good-natured friend had transformed into a hoighty-toighty, self-righteous, sanctimonious-
Quickly cutting off her train of thoughts, Riannon pasted on a smile as she turned her head to look over her shoulder at her friend who was standing with her hands clasped demurely, clearly in wait of a response. "Yes?"
"You didn't answer my question, dear," Sophie reprimanded with a pout that men and women alike found irresistible.
Knowing that Sophie was genuinely hurt, Riannon approached her friend and then took her hands into her own as she replied with large, puppy-dog eyes, "I'm sorry, Fifi; forgive me?"
Casting her gaze to the left, Sophie pursed her lips before she finally relented and said, "I suppose . . . but you really should not let your mind wander like that. It simply does not reflect well on you when one has to shout your name several times to get your attention; but kiss, kiss. You know I only tell you these things for your own good. But in any event, back to what I was going to say. It is after all of great importance."
"Yes?" Riannon prodded as she fought to keep herself from glancing over her shoulder back into the study. Back at him.
"It is now exactly nine o'clock in the morning."
"And?" Riannon responded absently.
"And?" Sophie exclaimed in exasperation. On the verge of launching into a tirade, she paused and then giggled, her blue eyes sparkling. Swatting her friend's wrist, she said lightly, "Oh, you; how you enjoy teasing me! As though you didn't know what nine o'clock means; it's time for our walk in the park, silly!"
"Oh . . . of course," Riannon said, struggling to mask her disappointment. Hoping that Sophie would not catch on to her reluctance to leave the area surrounding the study, Riannon stroked her long red locks as she continued with false cheer, "Why don't you go ahead and have the carriage brought round; I promise I will join you shortly, I just have to find a parasol that will match this dress." Riannon held her breath as she waited with dread for Sophie to call her out on her lie, to tell her that it was disgusting the way she was stalling for more time to get another glimpse of that mere tutor, but to her great relief, her friend only nodded in agreement.
"Take your time," Sophie replied seriously. Holding her head high, she continued in a knowing tone of voice, as she looked down her nose at Riannon, "We are going to Emory Park - not just to your personal gardens; as far as we are concerned, this is a social engagement. We are going out to see and to be seen, meaning that we must look our absolute finest. We wouldn't want others to gossip about our shabbiness, now would we?"
With a forced laugh, Riannon shook her head as she said, "No, we most certainly couldn't have that."
As Sophie finally pranced down the hall, Riannon waited until she was out of sight before she crept surreptitiously back toward the study. Peering back into the room, eager to catch one last look at the tutor, whose name, she abruptly realized, she did not even know, Riannon frowned. It seemed empty, but that couldn't be right. He had been in there just moments ago . . .
Under her breath, Riannon whispered, "Why, this is just utterly preposterous. I should just walk in there and see if it really is empty instead of acting like a damned interloper; after all, this is my home and I have every right to go into whichever room I please. And if he is in there, I shall introduce myself and be the perfect lady. I won't blush or simper like other girls. I'll just walk straight up to him and say 'Lovely morning, is it not, sir?'"
Feeling tremendously emboldened partially by her thoughts and partially because in the back of her mind she believed that the room would be empty and thus she would not be forced to test her newfound bravery, Riannon straightened her back, lifted her chin and sauntered into the room, a devil-may-care smile lighting up her smooth alabaster face.
Prologue
My future looms before me only sixty feet away and because of it, in mere minutes my life will change forever. I will change forever.
The music is playing now. That is my cue; I must go. Dear god . . . may the heavens help me.
Chapter One: Allure
(One Year Earlier)
(One Year Earlier)
"Didn't I tell you he was handsome, Sophie?" Riannon giggled behind her fan as she peered around the corner into the spacious study where her brother's new tutor was leaning against the mahogany desk, his back turned to the door.
"Well, yes, but -" her friend began skeptically as she tilted her head to observe the man in question - a man who clearly was not aware that he was the topic of discussion for two sixteen year old future duchesses.
"But what?" Riannon interjected in a harsh whisper, already feeling her temper beginning to flare up. "Is there something morbidly wrong with him that I don't see?"
"Oh, stop being so dramatic," Sophie sniffed delicately as she lightly patted her golden curls. "He is very handsome, at least from what I can see of him. It's just that he is . . . a tutor. That means, he is below us, Ria. You know that. So why bother with him," at this, Sophie wrinkled her nose as though she had smelled a foul odor, "when we could have any gentlemen we wanted fawn over us at the snap of a finger?"
Riannon sighed as she cast her gaze downward at her voluminous, well tailored white summer dress and lace gloved hands. Sophie was right. They were nobles and as such, they were expected to fraternize with other nobles and only other nobles. People like tutors had no place in her world, so far down on the social ladder were they. And yet, something about this particular one intrigued her and made her inexplicably drawn to her. It was almost as though there was some imaginary string tied around her wrist that connected her to him. Indeed, in the three days since he had arrived at Hawthorne, her family's residence, she could not for the life of her stop thinking about him though she had not spoken to him even once. But she, via eavesdropping on her brother's lessons, had heard him speak. And what a marvelous, deep, rolling voice he had. When he spoke, shivers would run up and down her spine and her heart would race and all she would want to do would be to close her eyes and revel in that glorious sound-
"Riannon!"
Riannon groaned inwardly as she was pulled out of her daydream by Sophie's overly sugar-coated chirp. Make no mistake, she loved Sophie dearly, they were lifelong friends, having known each other practically since birth, but as of late, her once vivacious, good-natured friend had transformed into a hoighty-toighty, self-righteous, sanctimonious-
Quickly cutting off her train of thoughts, Riannon pasted on a smile as she turned her head to look over her shoulder at her friend who was standing with her hands clasped demurely, clearly in wait of a response. "Yes?"
"You didn't answer my question, dear," Sophie reprimanded with a pout that men and women alike found irresistible.
Knowing that Sophie was genuinely hurt, Riannon approached her friend and then took her hands into her own as she replied with large, puppy-dog eyes, "I'm sorry, Fifi; forgive me?"
Casting her gaze to the left, Sophie pursed her lips before she finally relented and said, "I suppose . . . but you really should not let your mind wander like that. It simply does not reflect well on you when one has to shout your name several times to get your attention; but kiss, kiss. You know I only tell you these things for your own good. But in any event, back to what I was going to say. It is after all of great importance."
"Yes?" Riannon prodded as she fought to keep herself from glancing over her shoulder back into the study. Back at him.
"It is now exactly nine o'clock in the morning."
"And?" Riannon responded absently.
"And?" Sophie exclaimed in exasperation. On the verge of launching into a tirade, she paused and then giggled, her blue eyes sparkling. Swatting her friend's wrist, she said lightly, "Oh, you; how you enjoy teasing me! As though you didn't know what nine o'clock means; it's time for our walk in the park, silly!"
"Oh . . . of course," Riannon said, struggling to mask her disappointment. Hoping that Sophie would not catch on to her reluctance to leave the area surrounding the study, Riannon stroked her long red locks as she continued with false cheer, "Why don't you go ahead and have the carriage brought round; I promise I will join you shortly, I just have to find a parasol that will match this dress." Riannon held her breath as she waited with dread for Sophie to call her out on her lie, to tell her that it was disgusting the way she was stalling for more time to get another glimpse of that mere tutor, but to her great relief, her friend only nodded in agreement.
"Take your time," Sophie replied seriously. Holding her head high, she continued in a knowing tone of voice, as she looked down her nose at Riannon, "We are going to Emory Park - not just to your personal gardens; as far as we are concerned, this is a social engagement. We are going out to see and to be seen, meaning that we must look our absolute finest. We wouldn't want others to gossip about our shabbiness, now would we?"
With a forced laugh, Riannon shook her head as she said, "No, we most certainly couldn't have that."
As Sophie finally pranced down the hall, Riannon waited until she was out of sight before she crept surreptitiously back toward the study. Peering back into the room, eager to catch one last look at the tutor, whose name, she abruptly realized, she did not even know, Riannon frowned. It seemed empty, but that couldn't be right. He had been in there just moments ago . . .
Under her breath, Riannon whispered, "Why, this is just utterly preposterous. I should just walk in there and see if it really is empty instead of acting like a damned interloper; after all, this is my home and I have every right to go into whichever room I please. And if he is in there, I shall introduce myself and be the perfect lady. I won't blush or simper like other girls. I'll just walk straight up to him and say 'Lovely morning, is it not, sir?'"
Feeling tremendously emboldened partially by her thoughts and partially because in the back of her mind she believed that the room would be empty and thus she would not be forced to test her newfound bravery, Riannon straightened her back, lifted her chin and sauntered into the room, a devil-may-care smile lighting up her smooth alabaster face.