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Post by tashii on Mar 23, 2007 9:02:19 GMT -5
Tash gave a disbelieving snort at that. "By the gods, Ris; you were almost killed because of Psi's determination to take me back." Tash argued her voice giving the barest hint of a tremble when she spoke of the idea of his death. "Or how about the fact you've killed a person. Someone you had no reason to kill before knowing me got you hurt." Tash added, trying to stop talking but all the bottled up emotions weren't about to go back, and since she'd managed to not really talk about what had happened yet.
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Post by erisan on Mar 25, 2007 18:22:52 GMT -5
Eris-an glared now, forcing Tash to look at him he hissed. "Stop it! Just stop. I will not allow you to abuse yourself like this. Psi tried to kill me because he was a sick, possessive, psychotic, son of a Baheera and I killed him because he left me no other choice; not you. True I only went to Muna because you were in danger and the feelings I had for you would not allow me to just turn my back on you. But know this, someone would have eventually killed that bastard I am just the one that the fates deemed it to be." Eris-an let Tash's face go. "But to follow that path was still my decision, and mine alone, and Gods help me I would do it again without a second thought or worry. You are innocent of the blood on my hands Tash."
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Post by tashii on Mar 26, 2007 23:27:24 GMT -5
Tash looked at him for a second before giving up on that part of the arguement, she knew that look and knew she wouldn't win. Even if she did believe it; it was apparent she wasn't convincing him it was her fault.
"Perhaps not but I'm still the reason your blood was spilled," Tash whispered dropping her head into his shoulder unable to face him. "By the gods Ris, it never fails. I can't watch anyother person get hurt because I love them." Tash said not realizing just what she'd admitted.
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Post by erisan on Mar 27, 2007 11:56:38 GMT -5
Finally Eris-an sighed, he hugged Tash close. "Oh Goddess Tashii, do you not understand that I only did what I did because I love you."
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Post by tashii on Mar 28, 2007 14:44:11 GMT -5
"I understand and it's why I want..." Tash paused for a second and then corrected, "Need to push you away before you get hurt even more."
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Post by erisan on Mar 28, 2007 15:36:38 GMT -5
Eris-an honestly didn't know how to respond to that one as he realized that Tash had only been so cold because she felt the need to protect him.
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Post by tashii on Mar 29, 2007 0:22:45 GMT -5
"Now will you let me up?" Tash asked when she didn't get a responce. She needed to stop this before it went any further.
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Post by erisan on Mar 29, 2007 7:04:35 GMT -5
"Alright." Eris-an said softly, knowing that he'd lost this one. Though in one small way it was a victory as well, at least know he knew Tash felt the same. She was just too scared of hurting him to do anything about it. "But one more thing before I do."
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Post by tashii on Mar 29, 2007 18:08:35 GMT -5
"One more thing?" Tash asked, clueless as to where he was going with the one last thing because it looked like he was accepting what she wanted.
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Post by erisan on Mar 30, 2007 4:48:46 GMT -5
Eris-an smiled, "Go out with me on Friday night?"
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Post by tashii on Mar 30, 2007 19:05:00 GMT -5
"Ris," Tash sighed, "I can't, why can't you understand why this wont work?"
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Post by erisan on Mar 31, 2007 1:35:16 GMT -5
"Because I do not know for sure that it will not." Eris-an answered simply.
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Post by tashii on Mar 31, 2007 2:05:55 GMT -5
"If we were to give it a try and it didn't work out then what would we do? It's not exactly like we can just call it quits and never see each other again. It's kinda hard when we have the same best friends."
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Post by erisan on Mar 31, 2007 7:18:23 GMT -5
"If it did not work out there would also be a good reason behind it." Eris-an answered, "And I am sure we are mature enough to understand that reason and not let it hurt our other friendships."
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Post by tashii on Mar 31, 2007 14:56:24 GMT -5
"But will our friends leave it alone? Besides your recently unengaged and your the heir to the throne. Even if your not required to produce the heir and spare just yet. Everyones still going to expect you to be looking and can you honestly say you would if you were dating someone?"
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